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24 March 2009 @ 01:33 pm
Vie de merde.  
Boyfriend broke up with me last night. It was a mess. I'm still trying to grasp it. We only dated for (almost) 5 months, but we'd grown so close in that time, so close.

I am so confused. I can't say I didn't expect it, because I did. What can I say? I can be pessimistic.

I don't even really know why it happened. I guess that's the nature of things, though. My friends and family are all so surprised, and I don't blame them. It was the first relationship where I felt like I had built good communication in some shape or form, even if I was still learning. But I can't fault him for feeling a certaim way because our emotions are beyond our control.

I hope we can still be friends. I think it will be possible in the future. We have way to much in common not to be. I can see it working out. We have mutual friends, so it would be stupid not to try.

C'est la vie.
cheetagrrlcheetagrrl on March 28th, 2009 06:54 am (UTC)
*hugs* You're handling it very well. I'm sorry it turned out that way.
Mathildelostmymindagain on March 31st, 2009 02:20 pm (UTC)
Thanks. : )

I'm trying, and I think I'm pullin' through.
Amira: HIMtoxicghoul on April 11th, 2009 10:42 pm (UTC)
Aww. I hope things turn out well for you. Hopefully you're still friends and all.