I can't maintain my LJ anymore! LOL. I have the HARDEST time just figuring out how to remove friends. It's pathetic. There are people on here whose journals are DEAD, and I can't figure out how to remove themmm! I've been kicked out of communities because my journal seems so inactive, which sucks. I really need to pick up the pace and start updating again. It's just that blogs aren't any fun when no one comments. Don't want to talk to myself, do I? I lovelovelove checking my favorite LJ communities and letting my voice be heard! However, I find it so difficult to just sit down and spill my soul into this thing anymore. I want to try to keep updating. Maybe I'll just the "Writer's Block" suggestions on LJ from now on.

On a side note, I saw HP6 last night, and it was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. End of story. :D

Okay, I am becoming very impatient! I want my paycheck nowww! I feel like I've been waiting ages... It should come in on Friday. I'm feeling a bit nervous at the thought of spending so much money on an iPod. . . What if I drop it? :( What if it just stops working? What if the refurbs aren't as good as Apple says they are?

But those questions are just me having a heart attack. I need an iPod to work out with, for the long car rides, and just for general amusement. I can't talk myself out of it now when I'm so close. I think I'm gonna buy one of the covers to go on the back to absorb shock... as well as one of the cover protector things (the plastic you can fit over the glass on the screen, etc to avoid scratches). I think I'm overreacting here... :) But even so... Yes. Oh well. It's for the best. I just hope I have enough money to purchase a few accesories once the iPod is actually purchased.... O.o

Hey guys.

I'm not feeling too well. It's not terrible... I just feel exhausted, I suppose. Lame. :/ In other news, I'm saving up for an iPod Touch! I'm super excited. :D I've never actually had a proper iPod before apart from the little $50 iPod Shuffle. I'm getting the 8GB iTouch because I feel like it's been long enough! I'm nearly there now. I'm buying a refurbished one off of Apple.com, and I couldn't be more excited. Sigh. I think I'll be able to order it by the end of next week, assuming everything goes as planned. : )

That's pretty much it, though. I've been saving up like crazy all summer. Not just for the iTouch, but for, well, EVERYTHING. I swear, it's just been constant saving, saving, saving. First I had to buy AppleCare for my Macbook, which was pretty pricey; O.o then I had to save up for a trip to Birmingham (which was lovely, by the way!); now I'm saving up for the iPod; and after that I have to save up for school so I can actually buy grocheries for the first week. >< It never ends, I'm afraid.

Oh well. That's life. I might as well get used to it 'cos nothing's changing. Hah!

Summer has been going well thus far, I suppose. I've been keeping myself busy, working, etc. I am really itching to get back to school, though. I can't wait for classes to start. My living situation for next year is going to be amazing!

Hope everyone is well, and I'm sorry this is so short.
I can't think of what to write anymore. :'(

Well, all, life is going well.

The semester is coming to a close, and I really don't want to go home for the summer. I'm going to miss everyone up here! I've had a swingin' time this year. Sadness! Luckily, my finals all end on 30 April, so I'll have 4 or 5 days to just chill.

I look forward to it.

Boyfriend broke up with me last night. It was a mess. I'm still trying to grasp it. We only dated for (almost) 5 months, but we'd grown so close in that time, so close.

I am so confused. I can't say I didn't expect it, because I did. What can I say? I can be pessimistic.

I don't even really know why it happened. I guess that's the nature of things, though. My friends and family are all so surprised, and I don't blame them. It was the first relationship where I felt like I had built good communication in some shape or form, even if I was still learning. But I can't fault him for feeling a certaim way because our emotions are beyond our control.

I hope we can still be friends. I think it will be possible in the future. We have way to much in common not to be. I can see it working out. We have mutual friends, so it would be stupid not to try.

C'est la vie.

I hate reading seeing old entries. It brings back unwanted memories. Should I get a new journal? Probably. But I'm lazy.

So. Stuff has happened. Yes. I'm a college student. I can't wait for next semester. Life is dandy. I've gotten into rock climbing recently, so I'm having a lot of fun with that. Also, I've started a new relationship, which is going well. I'm having a good ol' time. I might actually make a real update sometime in the future.

One can hope.

I had a regular eye doc. visit that turned a bit more serious. All I planned on getting was the normal check-up, eye exam, etc. However, it turns out that I have a partially detached retina (in my good eye, no less! D:) that I've got to get fixed ASAP. I'm having surgery done pretty soon after my graduation (which is May 19). The hole is pretty close to my macular, which isn't good. Eh.

I think I have to wear a cap thing over my eye for a while afterward, which is preventing me from getting a summer job. Oh well.

Updates later. Maybe.

11 DAYS UNTIL I'M NO LONGER IN HIGH SCHOOL. HALLELUJAH!

I like photography, not obligatory family portraits, so you won't find many OMGfamily! pictures here. I'm only in one of them, also. :) HOwever, fakeconcerns is in a few, just for kicks.

( Onward! )

I'll be heading off to NYC tomorrow, you guys! I haven't been since I was about 9, so I'm really excited. (We only spent a day there at that time, as opposed to 3 now.) I'm SO excited!!! I'm going with my little cousins, who are very amusing and fun to be around. I can't even describe my excitement.... I'm so thankful to my aunt and uncle for doing this for fakeconcerns and I. It's fantastic, and I don't think I'll be able to thank them enough after we return.

Ekk! I'll post pictures!

Prom ended up being a success once I actually got there! I didn't arrive until around 9:45 PM (nearly 2 hours late), but I had fun once I got there. I met up with Rachel, AJ, and the others and we had a good time. I ended up going to Steak 'N Shake afterwards with Amanda and Kathy, which was good.

Overall, I'm just exhausted. It was pleasant though, thankfully.

So, after all the trouble I went through to find a ride, the person is 20 minutes late, and all shit is hitting the fan.

I can still get to prom, hopefully. But I'm ready, and they aren't here yet. I went through SO MUCH SHIT just to get a fucking ride. I don't get to go to dinner with friends, none of that, because my friend Anjanette's mom said she "didn't want people AJ didn't know riding with her". The woman has met me! So now I'm stuck sitting at home, ready to go, waiting on my lame ass ride to come pick me up. Apparently they are still waiting on their food. (They were a very last-minute ride, so they had already made reservations before I came into the picture.)

Senior prom is bollocks, and anyone else who thinks differently is lame. I'm sorry, but all this shit is NOT worth what I've gone through just to get an unreliable ride to prom. Just a fucking ride.

This is the worst experience of my life.

I officially LOOOVEEE Across the Universe. Molly and I bought it on DVD, and we just can't stop watching it! :D I think I'm in love (well, not really) with Jim Sturgess. In a shallow, he's-so-damn-hot kind of way.

But yeah. With that comes an insane love for the Beatles. Sure, I loved them before, but now it's different. They have reached a new level of Awesome.

Gah.

That's about all I can think to say. We're going to Birmingham once again to watch my cousins' performance, so we hope to go to UAB (again squee) on Saturday.

Oh, the joys of Senior year. BJgoisajgiojagij

Only 9(?) weeks until Spring Break.

Soooo, I got back from a date with some guy a bit ago. We went to see August Rush. Well, anyway, I wasn't really into this person, but I wanted to be nice. I went with him, but it was really awkward. He tried to put his arm around me in the theater, but I acted disinterested. I didn't want him to think anything.

But anyway. I don't want him to think that there's anything there because there isn't. Ever. I was just being nice. WOW. I sound so mean right now.

I liked the movie though. :)

I'm ready for the semester to end. Only about 12 days left now, not counting weekends. After Christmas Break, there'll only be 4 months left (I'm not counting May because we get out really early, being Seniors and all.)

Hooray.